Still trying

(still trying) _______________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________________ Verse1# Everyday i Do normal stuff But It secretly Sucks I Attempt to Be better Still I Dont have much luck Im probably just dumb what will ever i become Homeless Hopeless Who never focuses Who has Crack And cognac as a snack And a soaked Sleeping bag I dont see Any Magic spell like abracadabra All i ever Want is to be a rapper but i won't but my own happiness is n ow you see it now you don't. Call me Houdini And get out my life long trap full Ofg feeling crap I dont have pride Everytime I think im turning the tide it don't Abide i have to decide Between Suicide And to cry I aint gonna lie Its quite hard Not to slit my wrists to put the pain out of Damage i was born this way since birth but it hurts and its hurting When i get tricked i feel like a dick Makes me think How is it fair because of these feelings i wouldnt be surprised if nobody cared I'm scared to be alive so sometimes I think it would be better if i died I wanna be buried and feirred to heaven I might think a bit thin but lord forgive me for my sins I ain't got no proper friends I'm just unlucky when someone goes wrong I tried to defend what could depend on my life I'm looking to my future it doesn't look good but I shouldn't back down ____________________________________________________________ Hook1# Plz lord forgive an amend damage within I'm still trying I'm not lying I was born this way and it hurts and it's been hurting since birth I've been faced with a lot of damage I learned how to manage it because I'm still trying __________________________________________________________ Verse2# everyday I do normal stuff and it's alright I know life is tight I just be me I'm good and I should keep knowing i have luck im not Stuck Im moving Quick like Usain bolt But walk before I have to run but when I have fun i celebrate with a dab Sometimes life is a magical like hocus pocus all i ever wanna be is an mc I think I'll get there If i just play my cards fair im just a happy kin Just a Smiling kid sometimes I feel like life is a trap but That goes Cos im Proud im turning the tide Its amazing but even though i feel lost like im inna maze I Shrug it off i have A lot more pride cos life works i would never top myself I still have a lot left Im gonna be honest its very easy not too I love life and i love u i was born with a pen and pad in my hand And on my feat Was a beat And i could see What im for And thats my conclusion to my story i get tricked not to make me feel like A dick but Because of respect And those Who wanna get me A Record deal im happy To exist i sometimes get pissed But i know im still growing but i need to show it ive got friends i wouldnt be anything Without them But cain Riley Ajp Thx for helping me see the lights when i wasn't feeling bright im looking forward to the future but like a trooper ill still fight ____________________________________________________________ Hook2# plz lord forgive an amend damage within I'm still trying I'm not lying I was born this way and it hurts and it's been hurting since birth I've been faced with a lot of damage learned how to manage it because I'm still trying ____________________________________________________________