Praying to the lord to forgive my sins

Praying to the lord to forgive my sins B” Prayingto the lord i don't die from a cold night Reading the bible my heart starts to fight Giving up the drugs hanging with the thugs But i have to be smart about who i hug Wouldnt you rather be sober Somewhere Exercising or doing yoga Instead of looking over your shoulder Got baptized with the Alphas Cooked and shared meals with the brothers Guess im scared cause some have lost mothers Jesus died on the cross for our sins And how i repay his love>? With creeping threw drug dens Lord i want nothing but your love and grace Jesus paid the ultimate price for our mistakes The pastor told me Eli all glory due to god So for now on i'm praying instead of running the streets Trying to beat the odds