Christmas together

(1) Yo, snow fallin’, but I’m stuck in the grind, (2) While they deckin’ the halls, I’m just tryna unwind. (3) Lights flashin’, but my vision stay blurry, (4) Makin’ moves in the dark, ain’t no time for the flurry. (5) Santa ain’t comin’, I ain’t waitin’ in line, (6) Gifts wrapped tight, but they ain't really mine. (7) Family gather 'round, but the vibe ain't right, (8) Feelin’ like a ghost in the dead of the night. (9) Stockings hang low, but they empty as hell, (10) Tryna break bread, but I’m stuck in this cell. (11) Holiday cheer? Man, that’s just a facade, (12) While I’m countin’ my scars, they just givin’ out nods. (13) Fake smiles, fake love, yeah, I see through the mist, (14) They want joy in the air, but I’m lost in the twist. (15) So I’m toastin’ to the struggle, raise a glass to the pain, (16) While they singin’ their carols, I’m just dodgin’ the rain.