I love you

I love you Even when it’s dark Even when you find another girl and break my heart I love you No matter how much it hurts I’ll sacrifice myself even though I know my worth. I love you I see your potential and the good through the evil. The fact that you could hurt me so bad. And it felt surreal I love you I did everything when you had no job even when you had no money. Even when you broke me down, I still thought you were funny. Even when I felt like I needed to change myself for you, change my clothes change my hair change my make up too I know I’m pretty, but you made me feel worthless. You made me feel insecure like I had no purpose. You lift me up then you threw me back down again. I let you waste my energy and let you fuck up my brain. It wasn’t just the cheating. It was the lying to. It was a manipulated promises coming from. You said you would change but there was no proof. After everything, why the fuck did I still believe you. I gave my all and got nothing back . You let me fall face first With no one to catch I love you If you were sick, I would take care of you If you were high out your mind who else would do? I still have faith that God will change your heart Even if it’s not with me, I hope you play your part. After everything you think that I want to lay down with you. you want me to rub your back and make sure that your coo. What about me? . Want me to cater to you? and I get nothing in return. If I did aww the same thing to you, you would blow a fuse. You would get jealous and get mad and tell me that I’m rude. Call me a whore call me a slut what is that really true? I mean I was a virgin before I ever met you I can’t say everything was bad but the bad outweighs the good. I kept my comments to myself to make sure you were good And don’t ever let me tell you how I’m feeling you’ll scream at my face and tell me I’m a villain .