pain

Aye my heart is in pain after sipping on the lean or is it just because I’m a fein Idk what to do after all this pain after standing in the rain alone dying with no one by my side like I don’t know why I finna cry after all the lies she had said goodbye with no reason why Free da homiez out the cage free me out of this rage, got alot of trauma we not the same broke ghetto kids we got no one to blame Y’all niggas lame I don’t know who to Shame y’all’s hella lame after standing in the rain with all my pain The scars are leaving me scard just like the tar which making this bar really fucking hard because ik ik i ain’t gonna make it far through all these scars I keep saying the same shit so y’all better leave or ima take a sip lean like please just let me be so I can think about me im here thinking about life and how shits just another lie but that’s just the part of life, like what if I die and I never get say goodbye because that shit don’t feel right I’m goin on a ride just to take time away from my life I ain’t gonna lie I lokey feel like I’m gonna cry like I don’t wanna die even if I try like what’s the point of life when everything you love always seems to die Like I don’t wanna lie my life don’t feel right after all these lies that be making me cry after saying goodbye My heart feels like im gonna cry wondering if everything is gonna be alright like that shit don’t feel right I’m in my room really trying not to cry after seeing my momma die without me saying goodbye like why