the list of 4

She had my heart broke it to pieces wrote this verse when I was broken into pieces, she left me here battling all these demons all I see is, 1 missed call, 2 missed texts, 3 unread messages, 4 for all the times I ain't even slept a whole night without having nightmares of u breaking me down more and more (listen to the list it only goes to 4 but there is no more) All I see is 1 missed call, echoes in the night, 2 missed texts, wishin’ I could make it right, 3 unread messages, it’s heavy on my chest, 4 for all the nights I ain't slept, can't find rest. Dreams haunted by the struggles, shadows in my mind, Tryna break the cycle, but the past won’t unwind, Every ring a reminder of the battles I fought, Lost in the silence, heavy lessons I've sought. Heart racing, pacing, demons dance in my sleep, Memories like ghosts, they’re too deep, too steep, Late nights, bright lights, but I’m lost in the dark, Searching for the spark, but it’s tearing me apart. Hope’s a fragile whisper in a world so loud, But I stand tall, even when I’m feeling, down Through the struggle and the pain, I rise and I grind, One missed call, two texts, still I’m one of a kind.