My 18th Birthday 🎂

Daydreaming Ima be forever scheming My eighteenth birthday made realise a lota dumb shit have done Is when I realise my father was no more but he wasn't yet gone And almost a year since I had panick attack U don't know what the fuck is it lemme give you a flashback Man was so emotional... Thought I would loss my life Cos it was hard to survive How would you fucking feel if you are outside a yourself instead of being in yourself Same time watching over yourself outside instead being control of your fucking self I thought I was gonna die...famz thought I have taken a fucking drug I got nuin to hold on ...I saw the young gees dying and thought it was my turn too I never thought I could make it through... Man fucking skipped death tho I think it was all planned out by God This made me hopeful when I got my visa to abroad Now I got famz to take care of so it's all work mode I want my pocket to be full of these p's overload