Soul Relapse

One day her hand will be in mine again Until then my plan is to be confined in sin Dying to win but this life requires sin I’m an aspiring prodigy Watch the evidence expire You’ll never get much higher I’m clever and I’m wired The monster it settles my desires The energy it summons the right memories I might just lean into the penalty My brothers don’t even care I’m alive Maybe that’s not fair or a lie But I take the time Listen to their thoughts Like a prisoner in court My vision is distraught Like the system that is bought Unprecedented, never happened Doesn’t mean it won’t I’ve learned to bite my tongue Still feels like I’ve won Rhymes as random Despise the phantoms Roaming in my head Enemies hoping that I’m dead Knowing that the lead Pits into their skin tissue Until your kin misses you Don’t you wish you never dissed me Now your whole genetic lineage is history I traded an opportunity for success For the unrelenting, upsetting guaranteed regret What a dunce, he’s been depressed for months Obsessed with funds Trying to accrue savings Until I can reimburse satan A revolution To heal the destitutions For yours they’ve been Clever looting Assuring these cities are Never improving Keep looking back with anger Like a criminal that’s clinical Who atttacks a stranger The classroom are brainwash mechanism Erect a prism to prevent a schism Your wishes left in prison Shine until tomorrow Grind until the sorrow Is confined and hollow No one can match my lexicon Dispatch the decepticon The rest are gone They’re deaths are Strong indications that This song is amazing So long I’ve been waiting I’m old and aging As she speaks her words of wisdom It calms my nervous system She says I like what I heard just listen Let’s disturb this system and introduce our vision I knew you’d listen Your mind truly glistens Let’s reboot the system Your cute let’s live together No matter the enemy I turn them cowards into memories Ravished by the heavenly MC The goat yeah I’m destined to be Yeah I feel pressure but me? I can write these lames Into an endless cycle of pain Ejected right from the game Shine your light on my brain See the fight see the shame? Yeah I’ve seen the parts of the hospital Where they stash all the illogical The ones who minds have been lost Confined to a life of terror Start to despise your errors The source of your demise It was on the news it said He finally used that noose he’s dead Now his parents are infused with dread They’re confused and upset Now he lives in the Devil’s lair His room is 90 degrees He’s tryna to see A way to escape to flee The world is collapsing For sure you’re relapsing What the fuck happened When did you start rapping?