inspiration...

inspiration... searching for inspiration hard times I'm facen... I'm a child of God father can you hear me callin... no safety net I'm fallin... I find myself ball hogging... nobody to pass the ball too only trust a little... my brain scuttle... watch out for empty puddles... I know I can achieve more so why settle... no need to paint the tea kettle black... I can hear in your tone lack of enthusiasm... so why would I ask for help if you give minimum... my intercipe convey for inspiration lies with in you... what if I told you... that the universe lies within you... clear as day as the sky is blue... channeling different avenues connecting to one our god above you... river of tears we shed... spoken word misled... untruthful knowledge we fed... sweat and tears we bled... anger blinds the sight red eyes... then you fall into despair... looking at yourself trying to compare... weather is mentally or physically we all was born rare... for life we prepare for death creeps unware... searching for that companion to share and create... but we managed to make mistakes... desperation surfaces failure overtakes... spirituality weakens governed by our morality... so we let these doubts hunt our anxiety... we become bashful unradical... looking at self so pitiful... with a little polish you can shine like a new nickel... show self love and tell self you beautiful... I'm my own inspiration for I know death is in rotation... checking my documentation... love self for I dwell in you... shell I guild you on your way... my intercipe say... for I guide you for you guide me... high and low I seeked I'm moody irritated running low on faith... I'm seeking my revelation... finding empty information... concealment in my conversation... I'm falling with lack of motivation... don't know who I'm facen... death contemplating on my temple obliteration... somewhere in me sleep lays inspiration...