Love And Hate

(Verse 1) Yeah, I’m walkin’ through the shadows, love and hate collide, Heart heavy with the weight, but my spirit’s full of pride. You can be my ride and die but alone I die. Solitude but this time it is by choice of life. Got a mind full of dreams, but the world’s a twisted maze, In the light, I find the truth, in the dark, I feel the blaze. Now the love turns to hate and the hate creates a phase. Where you want to do anything to forget her face Got these voices in my head, they be whisperin’ loud, One side’s tellin’ me to rise, the other’s pullin’ me down. It feels like i just went deaf cause the silent is loud. In the water of pain and anxiety I'm bout to drown. Still writing my struggle through lyrics and my emotions. The struggle feel like it's endless struggling in slow motion. Pen is like automatic when I'm writing my story. I've inherited too much pain and now it's filling my glory. (Verse 2) Mirror showin’ reflections, fightin’ battles every day, Love the hustle, but the hate be lurkin’ in the way. Does anybody care what the hell Thomas says? I got no money nor power but my confidence straight. I’m a warrior, heart of gold, but I’m forged in the fire, Every setback, every doubt, fuels my soul’s desire. These bars are on premium I'm bout to make them retire. Switch to a different competition of a lyric designer. In a world that’s black and white, I’m the color in between, Love’s a canvas, hate’s a brush, paintin’ life’s vivid scenes. Beautiful picture frame the picture can make somebody scream. Hesitating, fear, and shaking like you woke up from a dream. I embrace the contradiction, yeah, it’s part of my art, From the ashes of the pain, I’ll be buildin’ my heart. To the dust of being a saint, I'll be creatin' my start. Let them hate me even more when I enter the charts. This is the part where we show'em who the fuck we are. This is the part where we show'em how wild we are. (Fast Verse) Emphasizing and I'm analysising all the truth and lies like I'm an AI in a human body, Eyes like I am godly fathers day i go down and pray cause he always got me, Even if I've sinned I've confessed what's written about me, In spirit and in reality Jesus is always by me, In this point of life I'm really concerned about my surrounding, That's why we always wake up every morning and we keep on grinding, Time is running every second while we breath keep on surviving, Too much pressure on me lately man sometimes I feel like hiding, Taking things accepting it and think about it stop the crying, Keep on trying and let the life do the deciding, Stop the doubting cause you don't what's inside your soul and body, Love and hate is comprehensive cause the love is always blinding, While the hate is less offensive cause you know that bitch ain't lying!