So much to Carry

(It was so much to carry Im telling you I'll never get married It's still on my shoulders sadly, sadly) [Chorus] It was so much to carry It's still on my shoulders sadly I knew things would end up badly, I gotta go back to my family [Rap] People say I gotta relax i don't know if i can With all this stress Am I making progress? They tell me If a 6 and 9 combine I ask em what is with the side eye? Close your eyes, what do you see? No matter what I gotta keep it PG Let's leave it at that, do u feel it? I'm taking my time. Do you like this? Yeah I like this [Buildup] I've been on my own Always Feeling alone But I feel so so so lost! [Chorus] It was so much to carry It's still on my shoulders sadly I knew things would end up badly, I gotta go back to my family