Dear sis.

dear sis, it's been a couple of years since you did what you did. I still go back to when we were kids. there were times you showed me love exists. there were times I needed a hug or maybe a kiss. you'd show up and save the day on the realest shit. clouds, so grey would turn to sunshine days we used to rock down main smokin that purple haze we was the dynamic duo... you and I. but I learned too late, and I couldn't show you how to fly. so you had to fly to heaven and leave me behind. rest in peace, my angel. I will see you on the other side. but enough with the sad shit, I ain't write you on some what we had shit. cause the way the world is is tragic, but your little bro found some magic. so while I'm here let me show you how we have it. all our babies are are grown, my own youngest Goin on 11 years old. He look just like his dad, but he's ten times as bold. he got game in all sports if all the truth would be told. a smile just like yours and a heart full of gold. my oldest look like his mom but I hear he a mac. that mean his persona take after me that's a fact. he like music and art rather than the sports and the stats. they miss their aunties and uncles every day. their mom took em and moved them out of state. the government made sure i didn't have a say. while I'm here I wanna tell you about the future we made. you know I'd never accept the way things are today. they expect me to not see past the fake. but you know me sis, this system was made for me to break. propaganda wired straight into our kids' brains. nickelodeon, cartoon network, and Disney are all to blame. brainwashing our babies Makin em buy the rain. teachin em it's ok to shake their ass for fame. teaching em it's ok to sell sex instead of using your brain. here we sit watchin our countries potential go down the drain. Police harass everyone still, you know how it go. they the biggest gang in the world, some, pretend heroes. sold they soul for a couple of denieros, added up with some zeroes. I'm in command of my fear tho, you know your bro still here so. ima show em what a warrior look like when he put his gear on. show em what battle look like when it's near dawn. pray to yahuah and hope he don't take my soul before too long. if he do i guess it's just me and you in that new zone. I wish I could tell you it gets better from there. our families are still dyin breathin toxic air. politicians in DC, we know they don't fuckin care. they playin monopoly with our ass this shit ain't fair. you gotta live to pay rent instead of rent being a part of life. since when did my front door become home to strife. but enough if all that, I only hope one day you'll get to hit me back. tell me about heaven and about how it's a rap. show me some of the blessins yahusha has on tap. since ya man put the correct names back on the map. yep there goes another of the devils fuckin caps. I'm givin the power to our people they can't have it back. I'm unlocking our potential they can't stoumache that. leaders fighting in the same room can't co habit that. then go out to dinner together like peel the cameras back. I see through em sis, like they glass houses. I wanna see them scramble like a head of louses. I wanna see them beg for the life of their spouses! sound crazy but I wanna see somebody burn down they houses that's the devil talkin now I know that's the truth. I only know that because I had you dear big sis, I'm still fuckin fragile and I miss you so fuckin bad too! and everytime i turn on the TV it's just bad news and friends fighting eachother makin em damn choose. the devil out of hand, he on the damn loose! it's war when I see him there ain't no damn truce. there ain't no excuses for the lies that he sold you. but I'll see you soon when I make it to heaven. or maybe I won't because I ain't pray to a reverend. maybe god will judge me harsh so I can learn a lesson. until then love your little brother, Stephen.