in dreams

wisped away in my dreams wuth silent tears i cry/ shrouded by the ugliness of my lifes display/ picking up pieces of memories locked away/ stare intently trying to understand what my mind wants to relay/ the code unbroken just dont have the eyes for/ beyond my recognition or abilities to decipher/ the veil pulled to tight/ no transparent light/ i see a tree/before me/my whole life each moment playing on each leaf/ what the hell do want from me/ i put no more happiness to self/ accepted to live in this material hell/ what else/ crying on the floor/ till dry tears make my eyes soar/ pounding my fist/ give me something give a list/ can't go on/ driving blind from disk till dawn/ there is no end/ just have to wait for this broken heart to mend/ pursue and achieve/ have to recite that over and over just to believe/ someday happiness i will find/ trying way to hard like reading a script with chessy ass lines/ the way it goes i guess/ can't blame no one else especially when you made the mess/ moving through the halls of my mind/ more regrets many stop signs/ torture to my soul/ why just show me bad there's good in there i know/ Mom dad martin whrre are you/ I'm alone and dont know what to do/ I'm lost left behind/ leaving breadcrumbs in hopes me you will find/ in fact fuck it/ i deserve the emptiness of this dark/ maybe just another caualty stamped with lifes watermark/ moments that made me happiest at my best/ so short and brief can all fit inside a nest/ i hear my babies cry/ happiest moments makes me smile wide/ hear her words of love/ melts my heart as i neglicted so i could drown my self in drugs/ i know where this is going/ a dark place you'll be showing/ truck flips/ losing grip/ slippery slope as life begins to go down the drain/ hearing them say there's no activity in his brain/ i believe I've had enough/ fucking wake up #midaslit #mountainlife #justice4alex #rapfame