COUNTING DAYS- STREETS THE HOTBOX

HOLD ON HIM, CALL ON HIM, HOLD ON HIM. COUNT ON HIM. CALL ON HIM. I'VE BEEN TRYING TO CONNECT TO HIM. THE CHRIST, THE SON OF THE LIVING GOD. UNDERSTANDING THE FACT THAT MAN CANNOT HELP ME BUT GOD IS GOING TO USE MAN TO HELP ME. FEELS LIKE I HAVE BECOME STATE PROPERTY, TIME TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I AINT GOING HOME. GOT TO MAKE THE SHIT HOLE MY HOME. AM LIVING LOWER THAN AN ANIMAL. ATLEAST I GOT A BIBLE, TIME TO USE THE OPORTUNITY TO GET CLOSER TO GOD. THERE IS A LOT TO LEARN THAT WILL HELP CHANGE MY WAYS. INCREASING IN KNOWLEDGE THE MORE I READ. GOT TO MAKE THE FATHER MY ONLY DESIRE. EVEN THOUGH I WALK ON EARTH. I GOT TO KEEP MY HEAD UP CUS I LOOK TO GOD. AM MAKING FALL CALLS TO MY LOVER. BLOOD- AINT ALWAYS FAMILY. AFTER SHE WENT GHOST ON ME, NOW I WISH I WAS A GHOST. SEARCHING FOR FREEDOM. SEEING THE CROSS GOT ME BELIEVING SALVATION IS ON THE WAY. AM USE TO SEEING THE GOLD CROSS BUT THIS TIME ITS SILVER. REVELATION GOT ME KNOWING THE WORD OF GOD WRITTEN IS A MAN. HIS WORD IS A DOUBLE EDGE SWORD. HE SPEAKS AND HIS ENEMIES ARE DESTROYED. JESUS SLEPT AND GOD RESTED BUT I CANT SLEEP IN PEACE. THE WAR DONT STOP, AM UNDER CONSTANT ATTACK. AM SLEEPING WITH MY SHOES ON. ITS A MARATHON TO WALK WITH GOD.