life's a Struggle?

No Beats.. just words This is something from somewhere in the fibers of my soul...I lost my father a year ago and also lost myself. i was shut off.. mentally emotionally it was like i froze.But only just days ago I began to ponder deeply about the essence of living...? and life? and what they mean...and I just furiously began writing and recording. . I have never wrote like this before so I'm a lil giddy:)