"Hear my prayers"

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"Hear my prayers" _------_------------- why isn't God answering my prayers? is there too many sins, too many errors am I too fkd up to fix too many repairs? but fuckin wit me? i know nobody dares I'll light the night up like im shooting up flares stuck up in a trap like im caught up in snares im having so many nightmares & nobody cares i miss daughter's i used to say they're my lil bears Damn ---those was the years them memories so nostalgic, they always make me shed so much tears told my daughter to believe what she sees and fuck what she hears everyday get high and drink on sum beers that's my lifestyle and that's what it mirrors life's about family so fuck all the peers life short & precious don't know when end will be here too many parts of me taken got me feelin like the ending is near late nights cant sleep i stare at the ceiling lost in so many thoughts and im hoping for healin we're losin alot of people from all the using & dealing and man, the way I been feelin? losing so much interests aint nothing appealing too much pain & loss got me in spiritual reeling i was up in that cell hands praying & kneeling that path i deployed, regret it all now bcuz it got me stuck in this void I'm semi paranoid, and my fkn heart is destroyed lost in my own shadow hope feels thin been takin hella L's cmon God gimme a win I'm steady fightin demons i can hardly manage a grin i want to start over but where to begin? searching for answers that i have to demand faith feels different idk where I stand friends say keep the faith but it's hard to believe i ain't lost faith it's jus sumn i have to retrieve a real warrior i won't give up the fight why ain't God answering me am i lost in the light? jus tryna find peace in this chaos I'm in but the weight of the world feels like it's wearing me thin i feel like a ghost lost in a crowd I'm searching for signs but that silence echoes so loud lost in this maze i need a way out too much over thinking casting shadow of doubt got me questioning life, like what's it about [what's my purpose in life?] [what am I here for?] [got me wondering why?.....] im looking towards the sky & wonder if my daughter's can hear? I'm lost here w/out em man, that much is clear got demons in my mind see em thru my eyes they come in many forms always in disguise they be talkin to me & be whisperin all these lies tellin me I'm worthless & its I they despise every tear i shed feels like a drop in the sea why ain't God answering--is he listenin to me? wishin on stars but they keep fadin away wonderin why the bad get to stay & the good always pay by gettin taken away??? [why the good ones always taken away??......]

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