avoid the maze

when it comes to the playing field of life iv always avoided the maze most of my life not trying to purposely restist it just committed to myself n my individuality bein lifted been few times growing up i started to stray almost took the bait to join em n play tho instead of going along i took a breath n got strong enough to stay on my own path have u ever realized theres countless ways to do math and reach the same equation wether thats a human construct or hallucination honestly tho its never long till i have to reflect take a minute to recollect remember 2 step back refrain from the instinct to over act. b a Jedi not a mac never consumed by images and stackin stacks. not that im trying to pretend to be the strongest man that i dont condone just cuase im aware 1st 2nd & 3rd aint the only way to make it to home im still human so im flawed conflicted by the mountain of obstacles n wondering bout god my strength is loyalty n not bein a frawd but while we bein real ill admit im Im plaqued with static susceptible to consumption prioritizin fun impulsive by nature n prone to addiction when i go in im on a mission oh lawd one time my professor compared me to a bulldog i said thats one of my favorite breeds so ill take it as a compliment and sent him back to class as i wasnt offended im supposed to feel guilty for my passion, focus and tact im the farthest from obtuse ill be the first to take shit back. i excell at hearing opposition, criticism and differing opinions cuase if i tuned that out it wouldn't seem like i was livin the drugs i crave the most are luv and wisdom yes i can struggle with indecision but thats just cause im listen for all the tidbits and reason that aint flakey thats precision strategically commit when the time feels right move like a shadow in the night avoid the drama like light held against the sun unnoticeable like dimensions not yet catalogued my unification skills spread cooperation like fog. but again im just as every bit as flawed as the concept of god i dont mean to b blasfamas just struggle with the how's n whys tho im pretty certian theres a bigger picture and other truths thN the lieS