________________________________________________ (verse#1 I used to Fantasize And tell lies It Felt good But i cried Inside I didn't have friends I Wanted that To end But i Got better Like i was sick I felt A Utter dick I find my own way mentally I still feel lonely but luckily I knew rap I Started Spitting facts Wasnt the nicest guy I just accepted myself. Me At 15 Was the Opposite of a Dream I felt like I was dead Christ i felt like hell I regretted most Of What i said Even know i fell I Kept Standing BEAUCASE I believed In achieving My lifes ambition I Aint Givin It up Its like an addiction Its My Coke Im never Taking drugs i Dont wanna be a thug Makin everything Harder Just maintain order cos im that sort of guy ___________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________ Verse2# Now The other side of my brain Just listen and you'll know its not me made me insane I know i aint a G Im 15 still things weren't okay but i Still have a lot to say but In this side Im such a Liar And A T wat Im just saying Thats a fact mentally im fat just spitting facts..Acting Like I give a shit Im Still shaking like a fit Im A coward Still running cos im scared and Of myself knowing bad and that life Is Sour It aint sweet for me my happiness was like my darkest hour nowhere near my finest I Was Being Stupid And Was only looking for My brightness For me the word was a lie but I still tried but thats all part of being that sort of guy _________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________ (Verse 3) Life is Rough If you pull yourself together You Might Feel Love And it might be forever it does matter How many Times you feel shoved You gotta endeavour i know you've had enough Of the pain you severed. Just remember to be the real hero You don't need to be hardcore part of it is standing tall against those who are small And remember That i ain't lying Mistakes mean your trying Just dont let them define Or bring you down From any of Your imaginations Anyone can Have success And a good creation And fun will end With stress and Humiliation And feeling depressed. and i felt the Same im Strong And weak We all are Im just hoping Listening to this song helps you see that struggle is a Disgrace It aint okay but you never know Luck might be calling Truth makes you cry and i think like that because im that sort of guy __________________________________________________ ___________________________________________________