Inside my mind messing around

Everybody's doing the same shit I'm just looking out inside my head. Everybody don't even know what I'm gonna be doing now. Like you see me floating around like a robot you know what? I mean, I'm dead inside inside it's fucking hard and I don't even know why everything I see I'm looking out from inside my mind. It's a fucking fright full stop sitting around with my gun motherfucking shit rifle huh. Yeah, I got that ripper spoon down the barrel. I'm just gonna pull it out into your air like an arrow and I still fuck up all the time no, it aint a lie, aint rapping? I can't rat you know what I mean undertaking napping now, my saying, this one, I'm a fucking dreams. I say, I'm fucked up, you know what I'm saying, whatever they mean, everybody around here they think I'm still can't you see? But I'm looking outside from inside my mind. Everything looks bad don't quite look right in my bugging dreami, I don't know, but I know one thing I'm inside looking out inside my mind looking out at the fucking life that I made and I built inside looking out looking at the lot, that I fucking failed at so well oh. Well, the inside looking out just hard being stuck in here looking at, I see the future coming. I see myself just fucking running. I'm gonna stay away