dope game

yo...uh... yeee... I remember I was down on luck ... ain't no where to go i didn't give a fuck...so I went and hit the block ...yee...i was sellin everythang just to get the guap!...i was makin moves...i was killin opps, kickin in doors, dip and dodgin cops...bs in the hood,man it never stopped...now I had some money but my soul i lost, money and the power but my life I tossed...12 years old in the dope game..things I seen and did man it caused me pain.. that typa shit that make you wanna blow your brains 🧠. now I'm 27 and I'm hooked on dope. tried to change my life but there ain't no hope.. clinicly insane I use dope to cope... if i stopped now I'd be in the ground... grab a rope, tie the nuse...put it round my neck and just call a truce...kick the chair out from from beneath my feet...hangin there dead me and the devil meet. time to admit defeat and pay for my sins , tried hard not to let the demons in.. tried hard not to let the demons win.. but when ya life crash down and your world spins, try to get back up but got knocked down again all them demons where my enemies beame my friends, guess I got just what I get...for livin how I was doin and doin what I did.. all the pain and sufferin man i deserved it all , by the time it was all over I WANTED to fall.. im sorry to the ones I love but fuck it all , I just want to sleep now here cas I can't sleep at all, my life kept me up at night all the things I saw , replaying in my head like a movie awee.. man it took a lot not to end it then, so please don't look down on me if I give up now.. life can beat me down and it can take me out.. but the legacy of YG always be around!!..YE I wish I didn't take this route...but its M.S.F to the death BITCH! r.p.t the team bitch WHAT!!