where do the answers lie

All these drugs I be taking every night Eventually probably gonna take my life But that’s alright maybe I shed some light Does that make me good if I die young A live one who’s rides done who’s fights gone goodnight sun Hello moon on my tomb it’ll say r.i.p. to a real goon What up gramama I’m on my way I’ll see you real soon Cuz my ticket expired worn down like old tires the last emperor bringing in an end to an empire With not much desire cuz im tired Of fighting with you to tell the truth You’re going to cause a couple of screws to come loose After that, there’s no truce Careful with them words you use You don’t even know it yet you fucking with a lit fuse Ready to explode you’ll see a glow in the night air Using our kids, to get at me bitch can’t even fight fair How did I go from living the dream to a nightmare? You can’t see the pain that stings Even if you had the eyewear Use to spy on me with your spyware You weren’t even invested so why care This bullet I ingested in my intestines probably means I’m about to die here Even though we share kids together your too cold to ever cry dear Goodbye years goodbye fears hello new life goodbye nears no goodbye tears Goodbyes weird so is seeing my name under who lies here Time goes so fast that’s why it’s measured in light years Got a buzz and a woody telling this story in my hoody bought to boogie in a hoopty listening to tunci in a 2 seater got a oozy for a heater Kill him softly like the fugees with a silencer size of Dan devita ain’t playing games like call of duty Look in my eyes not because there red high from Sativa but deep down inside deeper yeah right there I see ya let me introduce you to the grim reaper (Hello nice to meet ya) We all have to die The question is where do we go at the end of our ride Is there a guide or a guy named hades in a taxi that’ll drive Will I know when I arrive is there a door you walk through to go inside where do these answers lie Take me back to the beginning Before the credits before the ending What powers this world what’s its engine How come there’s books in the Bible they forgot to mention I can only imagine like John Lennon Is That Jupiter ascending Or did I just step into another dimension Or are these just symptoms of a new prescription Or is something inside me and I need a exorcism The 40 got a pool stick as an extension Lift you off the ground like a 64 on suspensions Couple other things I forgot to mention