Alcoholic Take One

Alcoholic Alcoholic Alcoholic How can I Stop This running outta options when drinks my Hydraulics I'm a motherfucking Alcoholic alcoholism is a prison transforming me it's like metamorphosis n shit morphing me from the man I is into a pessimistic bipolar disorder without the needed endorphins to live I used to be happy what the fuck is up with this? is it a succubus? or it's an addiction putting me thru the fire it's fucking torturous burning me alive turning me to ashes like the eruption of Helen's leaving me scorched and shit! At first it was fun just drinking shot on shot Keeping the bottle pouring with the clique but I couldn't stop and that became a problem so enormous its towering above Everest this shit ain't glamorous how can artist brag this to kids? when all the liquor does is fill u full mournfullness and nullify your mental waves drinking it as water like a swordfish tryna escape the void you in it's poisoness cuz now u ignoring the problems you avoiding quick put down the captain Morgan that u hoping cures the pain of your empty once buoyant ship u don't wanna live life like this trust I used to be full of a positive ambience but now if I go without a drink my body feels like it needs an ambulance cuz it can't sleep until it feeds on an ambien I wish there was some sort of chain with an amulet to cure my stupid addiction from the decision I made to use alcohol as my outlet all it did was make me feel inadequate and keep me in a eternal battlement Of sobriety on a tight rope I'm barely balancing I hope I don't trip cuz just one half assed slip will take away my life that I use to be oh so passionate this is a pathogen that makes it path again to be self damaging you know what? fuck this verse I'm finna relapse again fill up my glass and lemme have a sip