messy

I wanna be alone just be stuck in my room at home thinking bout all the mistakes I've made starring at the ceiling living life in vein living with all the pain living with all the shame. bring me down don't give me wings I don't wanna fly just wanna get high red in the eyes. I'm depressed I'm a mess but I keep on pushing I keep on looking for a reason to keep going but all I find is pouring rain what a shame I'm going insane crazed what will I gain from going on I might end it all just to prove something to someone that's it I'm done