ain’t easy

Yeah, yeah….this some real shit… growing up the way I grew, it ain’t easy, I saw my homie got shot, couldn’t believe it, that’s the same night I cried, shit wasn’t easy, shit ain’t easy, shit ain’t easy… I lost my dad last year, that shit fucked me up, had memories of the past, I was a kid you picked me up, your voice playing in my head, I’m at work, damn I’m stuck, dad get up, please get up Then your mom right behind you, a month later, this shit awful, that’s my granny, man I miss you, god tell me what’s the issue, cause I’m running out of tissue, what I did, did I dis you, am I cursed to feel this pain, tears dripping down my face, man I ain’t okay, but I pray for a brighter day, I pray my mom stay okay, I pray my homies they stay payed, until a later date, just guide me through the day…cause, cause… growing up the way I grew, it ain’t easy, I saw my homie got shot, couldn’t believe it, that’s the same night I cried, shit wasn’t easy, shit ain’t easy, shit ain’t easy… Then my other homie got shot, he ain’t make it either, he went outta town, knowing where we from, some don’t make it out it, now when I make it , it ain’t gonna feel the same without him. But I’m a man, I ain’t gonna cry no more about it, cause we from the jungle, and all that pain just make us fucking harder…harder…but just know growing up the way I grew, it ain’t easy, I saw my homie got shot, couldn’t believe it, that’s the same night I cried, shit wasn’t easy, shit ain’t easy, shit ain’t easy… growing up the way I grew, it ain’t easy, I saw my homie got shot, couldn’t believe it, that’s the same night I cried, shit wasn’t easy, shit ain’t easy, shit ain’t easy…