I'm tired of the fake smiles and handshakes All these snakes in the grass, I can't escape I'm tired of the lies and the deceit I see through your facade, you can't fool me I'm tired of the jealousy and envy They talk behind my back, but won't confront me I'm tired of the fakeness in the industry They smile in my face, but they don't really feel me I'm tired of the drama and the stress I just wanna focus on success I'm tired of the haters and the critics I'll keep grinding till I reach the limit I'm tired of the late nights and the early mornings But I gotta hustle, ain't no time for yawning I'm tired of the struggle and the pain But I'll keep pushing through, ain't nothing gonna change I just popped a pill, now I'm feeling so high Flying through the clouds, reaching for the sky Got my mind racing, feeling so alive Living in the moment, never gonna die I'm sippin' on that lean, got me feeling so lean Living fast and reckless, like a movie scene Got my eyes bloodshot, can't see straight But I'm living for the moment, no time to hesitate I'm in my own world, feeling so surreal Living life on the edge, like it's no big deal I'm chasing that rush, trying to feel alive But deep down I know, I'm just trying to survive I'm lost in the moment, lost in my mind But I can't slow down, gotta keep pushing grind I'm living for the thrill, living for the rush But deep down I know, it's all just a crush