all alone

All alone on my own lost in the dark can't find my way out trapped inside want to break out but these chains keep holding me down  Woah what is going on with me I can't feel my face and I and I can't move just trying to remember how I got here in the first place gotta say that the truth hurts I feel how I feel often which is a whole lot of nothing let the drugs take over life  All alone on my own lost in the dark can't find my way out trapped inside want to break out but these chains keep holding me down  cuz I lost so much had to sacrifice times are rough I remember the days when I was all alone on my own had to stand on my 2 feet feeling so incomplete like there's a part of me inside that has gone missing I'm so motha fucking clueless on so many dam drugs that my brain is overloaded like I got a loaded 45 pointed straight at my head  alone on my own lost in the dark can't find my way out trapped inside want to break out but these chains keep holding me down some days i often wonder if I would be better of dead toss me into the river so I can let all my problems flow down the stream hopefully put me at ease I'm just ready to close my eyes let everything pass by fuck all the lies I'm traumatized by the way I got treated growing up it sure was never that easy living all the slopes I had to go through to get where I'm at right now don't seem much better I think I finally hit Rock bottom at the point where I might just give up dont have any body by my side don't have help when i need it  alone on my own lost in the dark can't find my way out trapped inside want to break out but these chains keep holding me down