a song for Roger rip

so sad to bad lonley road my bad all alone way back all my friends they mad they just want the money damnit I got nothing figured I was something when she said she loved me all out on the court now Makin all these shots now u now God I'm scoring feelin like michael Jordan but I am so lonley cannot share my money with someone who loves me please give me your heart please I need u so badly I can't wait much longer nuse around my collar strangling by a wire I now u relate to me that's why I made this song for u don't try to do what I do itll lead u to a death room baby please come back to me Live with me for eternity I now that it's rough now your parents hate me oh well they'll learn to get over it I'm gonna pour a cup agian drinking out the bottle AA here I come now I need to get better hanging on a lever going to a party nobody even nows me I'm so frickin sad now been working for weeks now just to get these songs up my heart is so crushed now went back to the house agian found a nife and I slit it agian now I'm bleeding everywhere wish I could get out of here that's when I just wake up tears running off my face brah telling myself it's just a dream wake up get some coffee look down at my phone now my best friend is gone now he's using meth and smoking Crack he died cause of a heart attack that's just the way it goes u make a choice and then it blows but then u can't make fun of me cause it can't be that true to me