my life

there aint no one here as real as me you say lifes hard but i came up from the streets you aint have to worry bout havin a place to sleep you aint have to worry if you was gonna eat you aint have to worry someone payin the bills ive lost so many people that shit hurt me for real its like friends after friends after friends they so young but meet they ends my cousin was only 10 when he died heard the new got tears up in my eyes you dont know how many times i dont cried you dont even know how many times that i lied you dont even know many times i wish that i died dont joke about dieing all my friends fied from suicide but im still here im steady chasin mine yes im with you so dont waste my time cause if you on my side js know ima protect you i did what i did cause i had to you dont know what ive had to do ive been broken long before i met you you see playing mes only hurtin you