Telling me you love me then get mad and take it back say you need me then don’t has my heart under attack done wasting a

Telling me you love me then get mad and take it back say you need me then don’t has my heart under attack done wasting all my precious time on someone like that. with the way it’s been going lately my hearts gained a couple cracks. Always call me a failure that I’ll amount to nothing but don’t act innocent you’re always up to something steady tryna push my fucking buttons all the nagging that you do giving me a concussion. Don’t wanna be stagnant with you no more if it was up to you you’d leave my heart on the floor. Lately I’ve been trying to get a different POV realizing fast there’s no you and me. they Say time will heal it eventually but happiness isn’t clearly ment for me. try to embrace what I got but it’s hard to do when you don’t even give me a thought. Not even an idea on your mind. as long as your okay everybody can be just fine. Got a big ego and put yourself on a pedestal the lies you tell me got a dude wishing he wasn’t hetero. been tryna give you time to change but you won’t work on yourself always say that I’m to blame but next second crying out for help.