Win to lose

They don't want to see me win they just want to see me dead with a bullet in my head  It's Catastrophic what you do to my heart kind of like you just took a shotgun and blew it all apart leaving all the missing pieces of our love all over the place scattered all over the place  They don't want to see me win they just want to see me dead with a bullet in my head  scatter brained drained of everything in my way I'm rolling like a wave thoughts of you always on my mind keeps me on my grind I done did committed all my crimes one day I'm gonna have to pay the price then I'ma have to do the time why does life gotta be like a puzzle I hate guessing where the pieces go They don't want to see me win they just want to see me dead with a bullet in my head    im like a lost soul you never gonna find me why because I'm always on the run trying to get a way from all the bull shit I'm slowly digging up my grave that one day I'm going to have to live in one day feel like my time is coming soon so if I die memorize all the good and bad times that we had thoughts of suicide constantly running threw my mind by They don't want to see me win they just want to see me dead with a bullet in my head