Please look at me Please look at me, Tell me my time on this earth was worth it! That my life ain’t cursed yet That you could piss on my grave Then there you’d build your door step I feel like a pest yet I can’t get no rest But by the morning hair still a birds nest Want to hold you close up to my chest Hear my heart as I go into cardiac arrest Pull out a knife and carve hearts in my chest Listen closely for my breath Hoping for the best Even though you knew I had prayed for my death Let me decay in your arms and cherish my brain Because deep down inside you know you’ll never find someone the same One second I could’nt think then there the thought came Face numb from love I call that novacaine Loved drugs to much couldn’t concentrate Livin life staying up hella late Mentally unstable living life at a fast rate You can’t keep up with me steady moving at a fast pace Taking drugs even if I know they laced As peep said I can’t feel my face Wake up one morning feeling like a disgrace I had to change my life had to go another way Ain’t it kinda shady just a little crazy how life switch lanes So please tell me now you can look at me and love even the broken parts of my brain Come to terms with the fact I might just be mentally insane? I