hard life
its been a hard life, when pains kickin' at my door chains holding me from advancing forward, now i call this a call for help, I need therapy sometimes i pray to god to take this anger away from me I don't want to feel rage in my veins, from the shit that o suffered in my past No matter what, I can't make friends cuz ain't built for it, I tried to be funny but everyone looking at me like im nothing, im frustrated i try to socialize but theres always one kid who doesn't like me and despises me knowing I'm type to sacrifice myself to protect the people i love i give my life i love my family so much, i let em cut me scars on my internal, bleeding like im shot in my chest in the same wound thats trying to heal i hate myself why do i cry alone why do i get hated on, why people so jealous why they do everything to hurt me why am i always getting hit by a bully why people who supposed to be my friends pick the fuckin bullies side and cast me away im always picked last in any activity in class people broke me down destroyed my faith destroyed my hope, stepdad who hit in my face for no reason made me stand on my knees like i wouldn't feel no pain fuck everyone, so yeah its a hard life im stuck in I can't seem to find my happiness All I feel is rage and sadness like im cold i have no emotion whatsoever im Frozen its like everyone made be this way welcome to my hard life and no im not okay
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its been a hard life, when pains kickin' at my door chains holding me from advancing forward, now i call this a call for help, I need therapy sometimes i pray to god to take this anger away from me I don't want to feel rage in my veins, from the shit that o suffered in my past No matter what, I can't make friends cuz ain't built for it, I tried to be funny but everyone looking at me like im nothing, im frustrated i try to socialize but theres always one kid who doesn't like me and despises me knowing I'm type to sacrifice myself to protect the people i love i give my life i love my family so much, i let em cut me scars on my internal, bleeding like im shot in my chest in the same wound thats trying to heal i hate myself why do i cry alone why do i get hated on, why people so jealous why they do everything to hurt me why am i always getting hit by a bully why people who supposed to be my friends pick the fuckin bullies side and cast me away im always picked last in any activity in class people broke me down destroyed my faith destroyed my hope, stepdad who hit in my face for no reason made me stand on my knees like i wouldn't feel no pain fuck everyone, so yeah its a hard life im stuck in I can't seem to find my happiness All I feel is rage and sadness like im cold i have no emotion whatsoever im Frozen its like everyone made be this way welcome to my hard life and no im not okay
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