i feel so forggoten , i feel so alone.. you do1nt know but ive been dealing with demans all on my own...why have I've be

i feel so forggoten , i feel so alone.. you do1nt know but ive been dealing with demans all on my own...why have I've been abandon ,with no place to go, got no clue what coming next, down this road... this pain that I feel all alone with, nowhere to go, had me fighting these demans on my own, solo... in the cold ,with no coat, paddling up shits creek, with no boat ,tha struggle is real , when your battling wit these demands in the fit5tg5teld, not selling my soul to no contract wishing I could rewind time back, keepen my spiritual shield intact, f coping with the facts, that rock bottom is right where I'm at, on a path of mental destruction in a state of malfunction all though nobody really helps me with nothing, so keep em guessing wit questions, some say pressure bust pipes, but minds burst, cuz I feel like going baserk, that no one really understand me.... how I stay feeding my fuckin family.... but I always pick my feet up out the dirt, a loss soul that's so sick and tired of b being sick and tired, alone n abandon by everybody