you dont understand, the way i been living life take Me away , im praying for brighter days god send this storm out my way I wanna get carried away , drown myself in alcohol just to keep my demons at bay Depression and Anxiety Are the mosters killing people Everyday, I hate to be the one to say , I've been living withem everyday , Just waiting Thinking bout if today will be the day of the rest of my life , will i put my life at rest then i remember who the fuck are they , I can't just sit around and comptemplate , Im running out of time , I should start doing something with my life , they day i picked up my pen and began to write was the best decision, who knew when Ink and paper made collision itd become my new addiction i just hope yall sit and listen , just start attempting i went and made a mission i won't stop until the day i turn up missing i can't wait till this Thanksgiving Its time to start forgiving Its time to start changing like the seasons Im done asking for permission im taking over My position Im limited edition I Found My Great Ambition im no longer ignoring my Intuition Im driving Cars with No keys in ignition Call me the Ryming technician im knocking you Rappers out of commission Im coming to my senses ,Forgettin all my exes they was to Expensive , Had to drop em like pass interference Don't judge me by appearance, like a good magician I stay disappearing , take your beef and sear it Im gon keep on Cheering , walking round like im pioneering , Giving thanks to All those who lost their lifes to Volunteering Depressing and anxiety always lurking , never know when it could be your last morning, dont give up , just keep on working The Devil Hates to see you smerking, He wants to see you burning Long as my heart still churning, Im living to see The day Jesus Comes Returning Now i Hope you're learning, Im no longer concerned with earnings If its God im serving , i come to church , while im swerving , Im Undeserving while im still a person im preserving The memory of Jesus I stay Rehearsing my apologies and thanking god for his Generosity