the outrageous stages

the outrageous stages at play i rearange ur mindframe execute the data make u compute the blue tooth who blew who knew get a clue thought u knew i forever explain it deflate the orangement ornate the engagement blaintant untamed derrangement intermittent diffident persistent commitment untangle my heart wrapped it like a package posted to u and then i reacted unruly sorry like my soul was now its holy unholy entitites try to get inside of these minds they blind cant combine the turbine i expect better do worse get bigger mo wetter get together birds of a feather dark weather whether or not smoked like pot lead solder but hotter molten lava but brighter more tired whore biter bit her bitter winner no quitter guiver in the quilt feeling guilt saw better did worse stole it all left the purse in the casket i saw u still smiling broke me down hands up fed up gave up quit broke my heart more then a break up we used to break up to make up hella wild hella out gone forever didnt break up i wish we could make up thought life was crazy lossed a part of me ur gone no more breath no more regret would rather the naggin and arguing over this empty heart cold stuck feeling i believing the worst i must be cursed lifes too rough they not tough they just got homies i solo bolo fight these demons dreams too real i cant sleep fuck freddy he aint shit dark entities they dwell amongst me i can hear them lerkin when in in the dark drinking perkin peekin out my windows another shot in the dark another buck i blow another hard days work with nowhere to go i hate that it happened this way shoulda payed attention but they say u can change fate im mad at u god why u have to take her away im mad at myself mad at the man in the mirror who could have helped but just kept pushin feeding my self is it ego or is it my febal mind rhymes i rip and concubines try slip but get kicked god help me understand what is this place sealin my fate hoping one day ill be erased out of this maze dangerous ways living troubled and haze clouding my mind rhythm and grind grin when i been with the slime time aint stopping losing my mind earth is not even my kind forever i got to rewind remember the shine