this is what it means

I don't never lie about my shit been out here stacking grip ain't gonna slip baby mamma always trying trip I write the best raps I'm done with people giving me dap ain't nothing free in this world people gotta survive I guess people fuck up in time Bro I'm sorry for being blind I promise I'll kick you down because I'm bout to shine if wandering I still love you the same ur my Main ace dues how could I be so egar I no it's hard to call it truse when you need me dawg I'm still here cause I don't play no games my bars are sharper than razor blades I don't even no y I came that way I hope you can accept my apology because I no brothers don't make mistakes the days are slow the nights are long let God forgive me for doing you wrong if I could only take it back but I'm still holden up imagine that Good brothers don't make mistakes I knew this was something I'd have to face in my heart I didn't want to see yall walk away as my days go on I'll probably stop and think them times hanging out is memories worth trying to make & the love that we shared bruhhh ... we're both gonna miss I know to you it felt like I was trying to diss I wasn't my dude and life's a bitch but we gotta keep going forward and take advantage of it while we're still in our prime so we can get back to kicking it and get this off our Mind