way to live

Im in pain no care how i feel at all i don’t give a fuck what you think of me I’m trying to be a better but no want to hear me fine fuck that I write my name on my forehead what is definition? Of successful I wish I was dead I keep lookin for the answers up and down I don’t know why I write song in the dark I hate sadness and madness I'm living in a world where it's just me against the odds, I don't fit I'm drowning in my thoughts, trying to find a way to cope But every time I try, it's like I'm sliding down a slippery slope I'm suffocating in this darkness, can't seem to find the light I'm fighting demons in my mind, trying to win this endless fight I'm screaming out for help, but no one seems to hear I'm trapped inside my own mind, consumed by all my fears I'm breaking down, piece by piece, I'm falling apart I'm losing grip on reality, I'm losing touch with my heartI'm drowning in my sorrows, can't seem to catch a break I'm suffocating in this pain, can't seem to shake this ache I'm in pain, no care how I feel at all, I don't give I'm lost in a sea of darkness, trying to find a way to live.