I came from Owasso, where the past is tomorrow, every heart is beating, but every chest is hollow, paying bills with forged wills, was a hard pill to swallow, lost my mom to soon, no path to follow. plagued by prophecy, fuck all that mockery, felt like I lost the motherfuckin' lottery, no shape to my future like beginners pottery. friends turned to rivals left me stuck in survival always on time but dead on arrival, master of suppliance, from defiance to reliance, whose words were silenced by a noncompliant client... You can call me Scully but I prefer Mulder, the days go by and the nights get colder, all the fear I harbored was just a placeholder, movin that weight right off of my shoulders. no shape to my future like beginners pottery x2 failure is my fate but only if it's renal, might be twisted and it might be adrenal. darkness plagues, crash like waves, sleep for days, stuck in a maze, a labyrinth haze, a legend raised, soon forgotten, proceed with caution. I gave my confession, now I'm not stressin, I learned my lesson, ask Smith & Wesson, na not a weapon, just the voices I rekon. but don't get it twisted I count my blessins Got scars on my mind, my body and soul , brain waves on roll, shit took a toll, life on parole, life in a nation, under God's formation. under his eye, under his hands, before you walk you gotta stand, take back faith, leave no trace. maybe I'll make it, with God's grace. Kickstand for a chin with a sinister grin,a little spiked gin make your head start to spin gotta get in, gotta get out, short n stout, don't do it for fame , fuck all that clout. Due date, don't wait, can't stay this way, irate, escape, reshape, get paid, throw bands not hands, become self made. RESHAPING MY FUTURE LIKE I MASTERED POTTERY X2 I miss you mom I miss you dad, it's been rough but not to bad... Living my life like I won the lottery.