Controlled

After I got on my knees and begged for my life I was given medications right away. I woke up later that day. My auditory hallucinations had calmed down a little. I was given food to eat. Then I was transfered to the psych unit. The next day after seeing my psychiatrist I went outside for a cigarette. I met a biker lady from another psych unit. Then I sat down in the smoking area while a white boy from another psych unit kept sticking his tongue out at me. Remember my auditory hallucinations talks to me constantly. As days went by he repeated. Until one day my auditory hallucinations said lets go out for a cigarette. I checked I had only 1 left in the pack. When I got outside I saw the white boy with his buddy another white boy with a silver chain on chilling inside the smoking area. I went and I sat down on the bench and I lit up the cigarette. I was hallucinating on everybody remember. Even the police cars parked by the emergency department. So the buddy got up and he walked to me to ask for a cigarette which I knew was on purpose. I said it was my last one. He walked away. My auditory hallucinations said lets stare down the white boy. I was told that we are controlled by different criminal gangs. Who the white boy represented you can probably guess. I finished my cigarette. The white boy was showing his back to the police van. When he moved back that is when I entered. I stared him down and he was pissed. He said to me "you lil fucker eh?" I walked back to my room. My auditory hallucinations became intenseful. I started seeing beamer and benz and other rides with their windows down through my room.