I don't forgive me

I hope you don't forgive me how I break the heart of the only girl who'd accept me? Look into my heart and you can clearly see it's empty love you gave me plenty Loyal since when you met me but Iwas playing games I guess I wasn't ready Tell me do I cross your mind before you sleep at night cause you been on mine and that's the reason I ain't sleeping right and when am all alone I just wanna call your phone but I don't wanna hear you say your love for me is really gone I keep a smile on my face to keep the pain undercover cause I don't think my heart fully recovered I just wanna use your energy if you can