Thoughts

I wish that I could be free no worries but a wish is the cake that I cant eat another wisp of joy escaping me its sad but I'm not sorry about me in fact about me ain't listening I wish that I was listening but I care too much about other ppl who don't care for me like since when is love free probably since eternity but I'm broken and mistaken family into shambles I have no relations no more vacations no more memories so forget me forget you I'm on my own path like mj fly in sky like I'm in the NBA but I'm not feels like a shot getting hot in my brain so lame I can't name what's insane but I know I'm not but am I sane sometimes I worry that I won't change I fucked w the fam got the shade fucked with the rules got schooled lost it all to dumb decisions on a mission to control my intentions but I'm too lost lost in the wind I need help but no one knows me too scared to be vulnerable that's not defendable or dependable right I don't know but I'll share cuz someone out there might care but it's ok where im going cuz I don't even know I'm just chillin and rapping it's all happening whether I like it or not I'm a motherfucker with a partial plan might pan might get banned but it's ok cuz I'm here to flow here to go I ain't slow but I'll leave with a final word ain't a damn thing that anyone deserves so I'll sleep now with my percs fall asleep with this damn nerve good night motherfuckers and screw the free earth