real spill

the pain is filling up inside, it's becoming hard to hide , all around me i see Ravens fly, today my dad's birthday and he's gone, so here I am writing the song, one year ago I watched him die, I'm losing hope he couldn't talk cuz the cancer in his throat, I'm trying to do my best, im somebody you don't want to test , I see my homie get sliced from his neck to his chest, I had to take off my shirt to holding his blood and that was the one time I did not bring my gun we was just trying to have some fun, I don't really feel no mo , I don't want to kill no mo , FUCK it put that cocaine in my nose and hit this flow, grab the Banger, FUCK hater, let out some anger, b**** got some demons you better sage her , this shit ain't right and I don't want your advice, I don't want to hear that hype, im loosing site , like a pit bull ready to bite, f*** with my family you'll get paralyzed,this is all my loved ones Rest in paradise