I just can't seem to slow it down I wasn't thinking bout the gains I'm looking at the ground Your looking at my stains no I never meant to hurt your soul I never meant to be so cold Now I'm praying for forgiveness As you say you just can't take this please tell me  How I can find Someone to save me Me and my mind Don't know how to tell you  Tell you the truth I just want heaven I just want you (rap) yea im feelin like a sad song got the rhythm to my blues it all just feels so wrong as i reach out for the booze just to love without condition is the point im tryna make now my lifes a new addiction tell me why i feel so fake still remember when you picked me up lift my head and gave a fuck i feel your grace it feels like luck i see you but my eyes are shut take a moment to adjust got a potent feel of lust your in my head i don't feel lost one mistake i pay the cost now we're in the fuckin heat my lungs are in this beat the weight i had it floods right back i take this track you start to pack tell me what it is i lack i fucked up thats a fact (sing) regardless i still stand here as you wipe away your last tear i just want you i just need you i just can't seem to slow it dow its in my head as all the time tell me who you want me to be these sleeples nights they wake for fights im tryna love the fact your free go on darlin follow my dream