pain

gotta find a way back into my reality times is getting hard don't want to reach my fatality. hold on tight before this pain sees some gravity . life hurts as much as cavity . running out of time need to charge my life's battery I ignore fucking flattery feels like a fucking allergy. why doesnt anybody tell you life behind the smiles of a gallery the pain in the time outside the smiles and the quackery . I want remember the time I smiled and I laughed and somone told me it's OK and I'll always have you back instead of living in a world were I feel I'm always attacked and no matter the work it is never intact. what do you want from me. to be somone other then me in captivity that's not living free . what do you want from me. is it love you have or atomosity we are one one heart beat