I was born in the life to make things right No need to be afraid, we gotta all die I thought I could be one make things right for my family I always try my best but I can't get off the pain inside of me No matter what I do or I did, people will laugh me I suppose to be healing my body, but that's what they don't see Someone tryna hold me down Someome tryna get rid of my life Why you wanna get me down I thought that we could be happy I always try my best, but that is what you dont see Oh that is what you dont see see!!! When I wake up in the morning, I go on my kneels I pray to Allah to forgive me, for all the shit I did I pray to Allah to guide me, get out all the devils inside of me Oh Allah forgive me eee!!! Oh Allah bless me eee!!! I can't face all this shit anymore ooo People steady pray for my down fall ooo But I know, am sure, you can do it all In this life that am in I know is hard, but I would win The life is beautiful, but it's a Mystery Yeah I live so hard, but I want the blessing Yeah I want the blessing Yeah I want the blessing Oh my boy, you will be fine,That is what mama told me Yeah I know is hard, it ain't easy for me But I know, I know am gonna win Someone tryna hold me down Someome tryna get rid of my life Why you wanna get me down I thought that we could be happy I always try my best, but that is what you dont see Oh that is what you dont see see!!! If I tell you how I feel,would you really listen I look up in the sky, steady praying Money money on my mind, that is what am chasing I am not born to loose, but am born to win Oh Allah akbar Ain't feel myself, is cold outside I am not feeling fine, I gat murder on my mind Plenty time I smile, deeply inside I wanna cry