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pick it up where i left off ...... cloud 9 living yet cant get by living life how am i alive hit hard knocked down multiple times still ima get back up all my lessons learnd with hands on so i observe listen closer too the message catch it clear im keen conscious sharper then the average upper class men my minds throwing these verbs like my feet catch curbs my hearts just as heavy as gravity feel the energy when i walk past blinding the enemy who wishes bad on me envy me cause i shine brighter then most mobbing in dirty clothes this shits getting old these nights i walk alone hot days getting cold like chills crawling up backs grab them feelings that choke the throat while listing to what i wrote my hearts been beaten harder since its been broke working with all i got in this bag dont end up in one with a tag trying to take what you cant have i struggle keeping cash i should be the last one to think about if you wanna come up fast unless we got the same plans im the man shit ima get mine any way i can no 9 to 5 went from solid 180 to 115 i could take off like the wind with one relapse addicted to my addiction causing conflicttion between me and intuition always looking for a quick hit on getting rich never missed a target to hit so best not miss if ima target to get i shake dice with life betting ill dodge the bullet coming from whos ever willing to shoot the shot so what im stupid says the ones too foolish to see through it keep it moving only thing rolling up is this bud dare um say roll up my bunk check twice i runn mine papers black and white get in line people mad im alive fuck the system corrupt killin the real fixing statments fubar a body leave um bloody painting concrete who you think started the peace treaty in 2016 ... a white homie just a resident still a representative breaking politics having the whole unit mix color sitting spreading sopas with others and bros called him guerro got out then got put on now hes banging and changed his name cut a hole in the game its time to change how shits getting played .... el barrio oro grande thats the big gold