Caught up

pictures of you come in silhouettes, heck, how much harder is this gonna get, yet I play it off like there's nothing wrong but it seems so long, that you been gone I tried to keep my head up and look for the better but you turned my sunshine into stormy weather we used to walk hand in hand, now I'm walking alone I sit and wait for your call on my cell phone saying that you need an d you want me that's a dream that steadily haunts me and it's scary that I'm wrapped around your finger but the ghost of your love will linger I look at the sunrise and then I realize why I got caught up in the sight of your beautiful eyes reminiscing, then I'm missing, the thought of you kissing somebody else brings pain to myself I can't stand it not knowing why girl, when I try girl, it seems like you're passing me by girl without looking back, I try to stack the evidence, but now it seems so irrelevant now I feel so lost with no sense of direction, wish I had protection to save my affection now my heart's broken by words that weren't spoken, You're the air that I breathe but now I feel I'm choking