dear God

dear God I'm looking at you with shame and you are doing me the same it's looking like I'm to blame and your throne I will claim and I will die with flame my eyes are flooding that's because growth is budding and you are my buddy but your work here is kind of bloody and your work here is really nutty I'm just going crazy in my mind daily this is so insane and me I'm so damn vain can't wait till you are slain then what I'm feeling it right in my gut that you'll never stop because you're at the top and it is your job to love this ugly slob even if I'm in a mob even if I'm in a crowd you bump me so damn loud you got me winning proud you got me in the clouds my shadow is a shroud and I thought I bowed to you it's looking like you're the who and anything I will do and I need to see the proof before I believe in you that means I'm lacking faith I just wanted to see your face to witness your calling grace I'll just look at my space it's empty and your sin is tempting you know better than that I am better than that forgiving debtors now I'm holier than thou call me the devils advocate and your mouth is adequate let's hear that voice you have no choice back against the wall watch us all fall I'm just saying lol just look at us all we're fucked up and you're up fucked in this construct please give me your trust it is a must and ill be just