I wrote these lyrics but there not 100% accurate; Listen closely, Or you’ll never know me Grew up lonely, surrounded by phony’s Wishing my whole life for someone to hold me At this point it’s ok if you choke me Slap me, pinch me say your sorry I know everyone comes back after they harm me Everyone’s friend like my job Barney Gotta see it to the end this is something I started How come every person I called sibling is in the past If you never had the connections that I had You won’t know why it makes me mad But you the type to laugh at that Don’t believe me then I won’t talk to you Cus it hurts when you don’t believe the truth If you close to me, then I fought for you N that’s for everyone I said I love you I hate when people say me and Mya should’ve dated Honestly, Gabby I knew we was never gonna make it A lie is when I told Jayla i wouldn’t fake this Jasmine’s the only girl my lyrics mid I can’t let jasmine hear any of my songs Cus I’m gonna quit music if she say wrong In love with that girl is the only reason I play along N it might hurt her to tell the whole truth before I’m gone Not big on word play Just listen to what I say I got yesterday on replay Got today on Blu-ray Always doing the wrong things Always something I need to change Never knowing what to say Now Wondering why you even stay