you had my heart

So much time has gone by and Im sorry Ive been lost in the streets, lost in my head, lost on the drugs. I haven't forgot about you, I think of you more when Im at home, home is where the heart is. I feel alone, realitys sinking in, its time I gave up all my fucking friends because in the end whos gonna be there for me when life ends. Im sorry for all the pain Ive caused you, but your not here, and Im not there, so then we drift apart, and now were back to the begining from finish to start.